Chaotic Silence

Here I am

Sitting alone

In chaotic silence

The world around me

Chattering, muttering, laughing

My mind

Thinking, wondering, pondering

On how

To fill this void beside me.

Oh no, it can't be filled

By anyone else except...

I regret my decision

To come.

Why today? I ask

Something shuffles in my pocket

I had bought it for...